Creep

 

Radiohead – Creep

When you were here before, 
Couldn’t look you in the eye, 
You’re just like an angel, 
Your skin makes me cry; 

You float like a feather, 
In a beautiful world, 
I wish I was special, 
You’re so fuckin’ special; 

But I’m a creep, 
I’m a weirdo, 
What the hell am I doin’ here? 
I don’t belong here; 

I don’t care if it hurts, 
I wanna have control, 
I want a perfect body, 
I want a perfect soul; 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/r/radiohead/creep_20113302.html ] 
I want you to notice, 
When I’m not around, 
You’re so fuckin’ special, 
I wish I was special; 

But I’m a creep, 
I’m a weirdo, 
What the hell am I doin’ here? 
I don’t belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh 

She’s running out again, 
She’s running, 
She runs runs runs runs… 
Runs… 

Whatever makes you happy, 
Whatever you want, 
You’re so fucking special, 
I wish I was special; 

But I’m a creep, 
I’m a weirdo, 
What the hell am I doin’ here? 
I don’t belong here, 

I don’t belong here…

– happypain

sangtekster som treffer meg i hjerte

                   But I wanna die, not gonna lie.
                   thoughts of suicide keep crossing my mind,
                   on a regular basis

                                    Iv’e been wishing to die ever since I was 9. This isn’t a lie.

                  But people don’t understand how much I hate my life.
                 Cause if they’d know how bad I want to take this knife and be killing my self.

                              These wounds won’t seem to heal
                              this pain is just too real
                             there’s just too much that time cannot erase.

help, i have done  it again.I have been here many times before
hurt my self again today.. and the worst part is there’s no-one else to blame

                                                            ouch! i have lost myself again
                                                            lost my self  and I am no where to be found.
                                                            yeah, i think  that i might break
                                                            lost myself again and i feel unsafe

                           dear agony
                           just let go of me
                           suffer slowly
                           is this the way it’s got to be 

jeg har ikke bruk for flere dager som denn’a 
dager i senga
med samme destruktive tanker som tema

                           vil ikke være den som stepper opp og svekker håpet
                           men det er likegyldig
                          jeg er vekk i morgen  

                                                                        dear friend
                                                                        what’s on your mind
                                                                         you don’t laugh the way you used to

like a cat in a bag
waiting to drown
this time i’m coming down

                                                                      hello
                                                                      is there anybody in there
                                                                      just nod if you can hear me
                                                                     is there anybody home 
                                                                     come on now

Hva mer trenger jeg å si?

– happypain

legger den ut igjen

Denne sangen la jeg ut i mai 2011. Men velger å legge den ut igjen. Det er skummelt å kjenne seg så godt i igjen i en sang, som noen andre har skrevet. Det burde kanskje være en trøst? 
Ihvertfall sangen er trist. Sangen er utrolig. Sangen er sannheten til så altfor mange mennesker. 

– happypain

My silent undoing..

Jeg vet at mange reagerer litt på denne videoen( så kryss deg ut hvis du ikke liker det) men jeg syntes den sier veldig mye. Selvfølgelig stort pluss at jeg er Marilyn Manson fan. Så sangen er altså fra queen adreena, men likte settingen med marilyn.

– happypain